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Pounder.
Friday, July 31, 2009
I was wondering and poundering, why i was always given the get-lost look when i'm with people. Very curious.I'm those kind of girl who is verrrrrry sociable and i've got a mixture of friends.
Even my teacher saw how i reacted.
She said,
"Firdiana is stucked between her malay friends and her mixture of chinese-indian-malay friends."
Wth:/ Even she notice it.
Yes, i'm trying very hard not to be sensitive, but this happened too many times already, and i just can't take it anymore.
I've no one to confide in, like seriously.
Even if i think tell them my problem, i bet they won't understand.
It's really hard for me.
I felt left out most of the times,eventhough i felt this way before during my primary school years.
Sometimes,i told myself,"Let's try to be a loner today, and see how well it goes."
But it was never successful.
Because, to me, friends are the most important people when you are in school.
Yes, i do admit that sometimes i do treat my friend badly, as in joking around.
But ahhhhhhhh whatever.
I always wanted to make them feel important, but they never made me felt that i'm part of them.
Hais.
But still, just three words,"Life's goes on."
Exams in four days time, next tuesday is my Malay paper 2 and Social studies. I don't want anything to affect me. So i will try to treat as if nothing is happening.
Labels: Drain out.